not dead?

Finally got spectacularly lost. Gut-wrenchingly, earth-shatteringly lost. I don't want to talk about it.

Still no social life. How does one make friends? Is talking to people involved in the process somehow? If so, I might not be interested. In fact, anything involving not being awkward is a no-go. But I'm already getting better at this life thing. Smiling at people, using words to communicate thanks, etc! It's all very new to me.

Also, still haven't had the time to go exploring. Getting lost in the middle of nowhere does not count. I don't want to talk about it.